I am moving towards inside: eclipse energy

The eclipse in March, which is still vibrating in the collective, comes with a message from the major arcana of the Tarot, the more you are agitated, you move outwardly, you feel trapped in the dynamics of victim, savior, abuser, the more no one will help you and you need to stop.

Five days before the eclipse I had a dream that brought the message of the Chariot and the Wheel of Fortune, which together form a black hole: immobility-movement.

What in your life is not moving so that you end up spinning outwardly trying to save something?

Where is the victim in you that you are trying to save?

This victim keeps you in an old pattern that does not move internally and keeps you in dysfunctional, tiring and powerless dynamics externally.

The four Chariots in the eclipse's day chart invite us to pause while the Wheel of Fortune invites innovation and freedom.

It is possible that on the day of the eclipse you felt and saw that pattern that keeps you in the past, maybe you felt anger, maybe pain, maybe you dissociated.

Gently observe all you have experienced, offer gratitude to everything that helped you survive and acknowledge the pain or anything else that kept you in the past, all of this has space in your big and beautiful heart.

The Justice may have brought you the themes of self-judgment or judgment of others. 

Validate the injustice you have experienced, feel and transform it all into compassion, because from this space you can also have understanding for the perspective of those who have wronged you, and in essence maybe you have wronged yourself because you felt that you do not deserve it, you are wrong, you do not have the right.

The energy of Justice invites us to self-love and balance, you cannot save those around you when you abandon parts of yourself and avoid taking your rightful place in your family, in your life, in your plans that come from your creative power.

The House of God as a high potential of the day vibrated exuberance, pleasure, a divine message that breaks down the walls between the mind and the heart. The masculine energy expressed the potential to stop the karmic movement of the Wheel of Fortune through interiorization and the search for light in the darkness, the feminine energy expressed the fluidity of Temperance, so that together they lead to the vibration of the Black Madonna or Kali by destroying an old template that does not allow authentic expression.

The chariot is represented in sacred paintings as Merkhaba, visions of the ascension to the throne of God. 

The chariot is a portal, it does not move, it stands still allowing the remembrance of the divine glory. 

The Wheel of Fortune resembles the old circular calendars because it signifies the spiral, the cyclical movement, the years, the seasons.

The duality in this physical plane and especially trauma, energetic blockages teach us to be alchemists so that we do not isolate ourselves in a dysfunctional pattern with the Chariot, but neither do we spin in a karmic knot with the Wheel of Fortune.

Imagine a wheel with axles that you can twist into a shell.

Diana, a good friend of mine, told me that she received a divine message during this eclipse:

All the rays of a shell lead inward.

Your interior is Tao, the authentic divine expression, embrace yourself completely knowing that some old constructions need to be torn down for something new and fresh to flourish and on March 8th invite pleasure and enjoy your orgasmic body that brings you into the present, on a physical plane, in the full experience of your heart that radiates from the centre outward.